Sometimes we walk roads that we think are right, which we have missed out on. But once you begin, there is no turning back. There is never turning back. As you take each step, the world around you changes, and the earth beneath collapses. No one can foresee the future, and no one can undo the past. You can only live today.
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Undoubtedly, It was a different year. Very Different.
Travels, Work, Deceit, Friends, Best Friends, Marriages, Love, Ignorance, Drama, Rejection and uncertainty. A heavy, heavy mix for one person. I should be careful what I ask for.
Not a single day has passed where I haven't thought of something seriously. And then be disgusted with the whole process of thinking.
While not judging others, I seem to have judged myself.
Laughter - Lots
Memories- Terrific
Trust - Gained
Integrity - Maintained
Pressure - Immense
Emotion - Overdose
Love - Lost
Pain - Heart Wrenching
Scars - Deep
Revenge - Discarded
Regret - Not Yet
Guilt - None
We need space for new experiences, to move on. Some baggage will fall off, some will have to be thrown, some will remain in the corner, dusty, for another time.
Somethings will never be the same. I will miss them dearly, but sometimes its best to stand aside and let things run its course. Perhaps, on another day....
I had a fair idea how 2011 would end. I didn't want it to end that way, but then it was inevitable. We bear the crosses of our actions, and the consequences are our own.
We're still living. The wounds will heal with time.
How we end up is for time to tell.
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2012 - I'll see you in the morning. We ain't done yet.
To be nobody but yourself in a world that's doing its best to make you somebody else, is to fight the hardest battle you are ever going to fight. Never Stop fighting. - E. E. Cummings
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